Rajesh
2024-07-18
Hi sir, I apologise for not giving any valuable output since 9 months neither in video editing nor design nor marketing nor management nor development. I have disappointed you at every stages even you being so kind to me, giving so much of support and always giving win win deals for me. I couldn't thank enough of what support you had given me till now.
But this deals are also not allowing me to go out of my comfort zone and work hard for something and meet my actual potential. I have given lot of time and I have lied to you, my family and myself always creating big hopes and not filling 1% of it. I really apologise for wasting your 1 year of time and resources I honestly do not deserve such great mentor and guide.
Yes I still haven't told my parents about this job I always said them as I am going to library to study (where again I am failed 2 times in 6 months at same subject shamelessly - this is very big thing for me coz I haven't been so bad), also they would have kicked me out of house if they know I am working for 25k per month and doing a startup that literally not going anywhere since 6 months due to my carelessness.
Hence I have decided to stop the employment and start focusing on studies and do a proper job at some organization with better pay around 6-8LPA near seawood/Belapur or in worst case settling in Bengaluru and starting sort of full stack agency coz I hate travelling and I am sure I can get it in around 1-2 months of effort. I don't want any ownership / monetary benefit or anything just want to explore something else.
Because I can't tolerate the kind of FOMO I am going through recently where people with literally fraction of knowledge making real revenue and living much happier life than me. I will still be happy to work on foodaspas and yecc part time remotely only if you r comfortable, but I feel that will be least priority so you can start finding better candidate in 20-30 days till that I will serve the notice Period.
I will just request you for a good review and LOR If possible. Don't worry about macbook EMI that I will repay in 3-4 months.