Later Night Conversation with Mother
2025-07-08
Mok was crying while talking abt the sacrifices and struggle she and father have done to reach where they are currently now, hit still they are not happy because of bad relari9n with elder son and daughter in law, which is making their dipressing and societal pressure of feeling even bad.
This is the jight when father was standing in the tatkal queue for train ticket for riki and pooja, which makes me feel even angry that he should go and stand and not our father himself. And secondaly if this ticket was so nevesaaru either we can book online by trying 2-3 days or giving to agent.
And other hand I am so obssesed abt having a female friend for myself, makes me feel even more guilty as this is something I shouldn't be doing and try to improve my family mindset.
And focus more on growing overall jn real liferesulting in more income growth as I see the amount 1.3Lac isn't sufficient for me at this point as no one in faimly our in good earning potential, so I jave take care of them all for which I need minimum 3lac considering all expenses. Then realized